Olright Olright.. Guess wat, aft a month of hardwork, at last i received a job offering ytd and I'd accepted.. Ytd juz went for the interview at jurong industrial park "Oceanmaster Engineering", took a bus in and walk in, the industrial area was so huge and dusty, full of huge trucks and smokes.. *faint* Searching anxiously for the company name and blk, asked ard ample times, walking up and down lik a lost ant, ringing up to my recruit consultant complaining, coz I'M LOST!!! Lost in an intricate area.. Arg.. and juz imagine some of those foreign workers fixed their eye on u and speaking their own language which godnoeswat they are trying express.. which makes me soooooo furious.. With all the hardwork and stuff, at last i found the company, it was directly infront of the main road, Arg!! Okay, went in there, it was totally different from outside, a conducive place to work at i can say.. and most imptly the interviewer was very nice to me, we chatted for 1hr+.. from 11+am to 1pm.. She's married w kids and she owns a car..! So motherly look Hoho..

Nway, late noon, my consultant, Valarie she called and ask if i will accept this job anot.. well.. In fact i dun really lik working in the industrial area.. budden val got a point too, the Uni grads will be graduating in a month time and there will be even more candidates applying for jobs.. So this makes me ponder, and also it's really hard to find a good superior wh treat u warmly but Karen the interviewer does!! and i'll be under her!! So am glad la.. I believe she will be treat me nice too bahz.. and i will too!! =) Wish me luck for our 1st FUll time job bahz.. Next monday will be my 1st day... hmm...


Tue went Kelvin's pub w him and met up w friend, get to noe his colleagues and one of his friend who can sing damn well!!!! really melts me.. He's a teacher in a music school, cool eh.. Kel's colleagues mixed diff kind of cocktail and so forth for us.. Uuu.. get to try a variety of it.. I love Bayleafs Greentea, though it's milky but the taste is juz... Hmm Unique.. i get to noe one of the regular, he's very knowledgable and he tot me how to send a proper and formal resume, portraying the best self, and those tt could prepare me for the business world.. I feel immature and naive when i'm standing beside them.. Well, i'm gonna learn more! I dun wan to be a "ben Nu Ren"!! Hmm.. Can i?? =X well, finger crossed.


I can sense tt pin not so happy when i'm out late night, and i felt remorseful at times, but all i wish and hope is when i'm enjoying, i hope my bf will be happy for me too.. Maybe he have tt tot but nv tell me.. all i noe is he sounds unhappy.. which ultimately will affect my mood too.. 1 week we tok less than 24 hours bahz.. Now tt he's busy with his studies and work, so i could understand tt too.. and i hope aft his exam, we will spend more time w each other. . We really nv have a good time spending whole day together for quite sometime..

And tt's abt it.. ... Sometime i was wondering what do i really want... ...